Hello Everyone ππ!!!!!!
This is my spot in the world where I will be discussing my day events and the things that went on in it!! This is gonna be either really good or really bad….
Today we are going to be miserable and lonely B!+@#&$. π€£
I had been recently been confronted by an energy in my space that insulted me with the phrase, “that’s why you are over there miserable and lonely”. Grasp PEARLS!!! ππ±π€―. Lonely for what exactly? ππ€
Lonely and miserable. I think y’all got it wrong….you, the one’s who always want to insult single people the moment they get mad at them.”That’s why you over there Miserable and Lonely “.Miserable and lonely????? What???Anytime someone wants to insult me, they always say, “you Lonely and Miserable “. And I always think, what makes them think I’m miserable? I have so much to be grateful and thankful for! I have a beautiful home, healthy beautiful kids, a loving family and support system, comfortable money, and I travel often. So how could I be miserable with so many blessings??? I am abundantly blessed! I travel pretty much when I want, I own my own businesses AND I am blessed enough to employ my kids. Oh my goodness, I am so winning in life. Yes!!!!! I have problems, plenty of them, but that doesn’t take away from me feeling blessed. And so, I can have all of these wonderful things occurring in my life, but I will still be called miserable and lonely because…..why???
I am not in a relationship. But loneliness and misery could not be further from the truth. I am wonderfully happy and fully and blessed, and I still desire a relationship. But that, desiring a relationship, is only a fraction of my life.
Sidenote: For those who say: why do you talk about relationships?? Well because that’s the thing in life that I struggle in. Just like people talk about their money struggles, well that’s not a struggle of mine, so you will very rarely see me having financial conversations. So while people complain about the cost of gas, groceries and school supply cost—that’s not my conversation.
And people can’t seem to understand that you can be lonely and happy and fulfilled and still want a relationship–while understanding that being in the wrong face is worse to being in no face. It is so sad to me that people can’t grasp the concept of feeling completely blessed and still wanting your person.In fact, I feel much stronger and balanced in knowing that I respect myself enough to know what is healthy for me. They also don’t understand that I can be totally happy for you while still being sad for myself. And that it’s ok. The thing is, I feel so complete in my life for my laid back ordinary life, that I would love to share it with someone. But I don’t hate you because you found it. In fact, it makes me happy and joyous that you have found it because omg, Ima love it when it’s my time!!!! Don’t assume that every single woman is glaring at you with sharpened wolf teeth. Some of us are embracing our wait and still smelling the roses in the meantime! πππ
Ok β¦ Long Post Ahead with a beautiful lesson!
About a month ago I had a dream, and I had no idea of what it meant. In the dream I was in the bar, but a different bar than I had ever been to.
While dreaming, I met a strip club owner and he handed me the keys and money and said here you goβ¦..and even in my dream I was like wtf??? Whatever, so I’m walking around asking strippers what kinda outfits they wear. π€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈ
So I could hear all of the background chatter saying “how did she get that”, “why did he give her everything”, “no, she don’t deserve that. She didn’t work for it”. But I kept on walking through this bar like, huh β¦ What now??? What do I need to fix???
So I have talked about my dream with a few people and we laughed and laughed about it.
Anyway, in waking life, I was at a different spot that I had never been before. And guess what happens next!!!!!
In walks a man that I see at the bar all the time, but this time I when I saw him I spoke. I literally had no idea that this man was going to say he owned a strip club. I was absolutely floored. So I’m like omg, you are supposed to give me some business tips. I saw this in a dreamβ¦β¦he looked at me as if I had disappeared!!!!!!π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£. I was likeβ¦good grief Daisy π€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈπ€¦πΎββοΈ Everybody is not weird and nerdy like youβ¦..so this poor man probably thinks I’m nuts. π€π€π€.
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